I Would Kill To Make It To The Horizon.

So, today is my first friday off in a while.
And i think i know why.
I get bored and do silly things like this...




Oh well.
It will come back.
I think i look older. I dont know if thats good or bad.
Either way. Its a look.

A cd I had ordered a few weeks ago came today.
The Morning Of, "The World As We Know It".

So far its the best album I've bought this year.
I had only heard one song from them when i decided to buy it but sometimes you just get a hunch when you're on to something good.

By the way, Relient K in 9 days.
But whos counting?

My Pen Is Almost Out of Ink.

So i cant write much.
All had been pretty boring.
Until yesterday....

Eleventyseven in good ol' buford, georgia.
It was the longest set ive ever seen them play...which is always fun.
But the show wasnt necessarily the best part of the day.
I enjoyed everyones company more than anything.
I did see the alfonso children. And a few others i knew.
After the show we all went to eat at burgerking.
Jonathan said i had a bright future as a potential permananet merch salesman.
I said i didnt think that should be termed bright.
Matt giggled.

After a 10 man hug in the parking lot, we got into the cars for the drive home.
About 20 minutes down the road, the guys NAILED a deer with their van. It was wicked. We were right behind them and the fur flew off due to the high impact. When we all got out and made sure everyone was alright we went to move the deer. By the time Caleb and Jon got up there, a man was stabbing the deer in its neck. He said the deer would be good eats so they loaded it into the bed of his truck. It was the highlight of the evening.

The end.

Should I Start This Blog Off With A Question?

Guilty.
We the jury find the defendant, Ryne Hambright, guilty of lame blog entitlement and second degree lyric burgulary.


Its weird. I know.
But its been a weird weekend. I hope I'm spelling weird right.
This weekend I've just been questioning myself, endlessly. About where I want to be in the next few years and what I want to have accomplished other than seeing all shows humanly possible. Therein leads the question of what school I should transfer to. I've been looking at this school in Nashville, Belmont University because they offer music business as a major. But its MASSIVE expensive and a long way away to know noone. Semi-frightening. I think it would be easier if I knew someone there. But I guess there are just somethings I can't know right now.

I don't know why I'm so focused on the future anyway. My present has become a struggle in itself. School is pretty difficult this semester and money is always an issue but whatever. I think the things I'm struggling with most are just internal, quarrels in the back of my mind. I never thought I would say this, but lately I've identified with Britney Spears more than I had ever hoped. Some days I wake up, and I'm a positive peter and am just so optimistic it makes my other half want to vomit. And then other days, I wake up hating me and everything around. Its difficult to explain but bipolar would be the best way to put it. The difference between ol' Britney and I, is I believe I can control it. But recently here I havent cared enough to try to save myself. And I'm certainly not being as strong in my faith as I want. I hate when I become so easily blinded by the little misfortunes of this world. Retrospect can be the worst torture.

If you've read to here, maybe should tell me why. Because I have no fathamable reason as to why you would. But yea, I just hope that I can find what is I'm looking for and start to regain that likeability factor I used to find in myself. Its slowly dying away. But the great thing is I know I can always go back. And run back to the arms that always catch the fall.

Later, dudes.